Yesterday was the strangest conglomeration of feelings and events... I woke up at 3:30 to our cat scratching at the window above my head, begging to come in. When I opened the door, sheets of rain came blowing in, the cat (looking like a drowned rat) snaked past my ankles and lightening flashed above our apple tree. I hurried to shut the door and crawled back in bed. Sleep refused to come, however, and I lay awake listening to the rain and thunder. I think I was able to sleep after that, in approximately 15 minute segments, between more thunder cracking and the cat wanting in or out. At 5:00 Seth's alarm went off. He snoozed it 3 times before turning it off and then promptly fell back asleep. I did the dutiful thing and didn't let myself go back to sleep, but forced him to get up. Then I got up. And started practicing random Hebrew and Russian songs on the piano.
The rest of the getting ready part of the morning was normal.
As soon as I got to work, however, the phone rang. It was one of our models for a Figure Painting class. She sounded horrible and informed me she had been hit by a car while riding her bicycle on Monday afternoon. Since then she'd been in and out of the emergency room with a head injury. She figured she probably shouldn't come to work this morning because she was feeling worse rather than better. Then she added, "Plus, we really got all we needed accomplished with the pose on Monday. They don't really need me." Now, forgive me for being skeptical, but this gal always has the strangest excuses for things. Usually they involve her bike and they always come on Mondays or Wednesdays when she's scheduled to model for our 8:30 am class. She informed me on Monday that she and her boyfriend had just moved last weekend, so she was swamped with unpacking. Regardless, what it did was leave me to 1) inform the professor that she's not coming and is potentially seriously injured, ii) frantically start calling our other models at 8:00 in the morning to find a replacement, C) try to decide if we should ever hire this girl again and IV) try to figure out if I felt bad for her or if I really didn't believe her and was just annoyed. Not my idea of a great way to start off the day.
From there I moved on to some completely assanine tasks involving department statistics and college/university website and mailing information. On the latter, I'd already worked for 2 days on adding schools with art departments who had a certain percentage of minority faculty members. I was only half way through California, having started with Alabama and working in alphabetical order. I was already pretty sick of these projects, but halfway thankful that I actually had work to do, when my brain totally stopped functioning. I seriously sat, staring at my computer screen for minutes at a time, blank. I don't remember this happening before. I guess I was tired... and I felt ridiculously like I was going to cry - for no reason of course - thank you pregnancy!
Then the hot flashes started. Seriously. Weird.
Just about then, it started raining again, hard. As I watched people dash for cover outside the office window, I answered the phone over and over again - and the questions (and people) were really strange. Now, I usually get a few odd calls a week, but these were extremely concentrated. Plus, I had absolutely no patience for it. These people were making no sense! (One of the drawbacks to working in an Art department is that aphabetically, it comes first, and somehow that means that people calling the University in general end up calling us looking for some totally different department altogether. Instead of asking for that particular department, and letting me transfer them easily, they generally launch into some intricate tirade about this thing or that, I get completely confused and have no idea what they are talking about, and finally 5 minutes later we figure out they had no intention whatsoever of calling the Art department and need X department (of course, it would be nice if they listened to the fact that I answered the phone, "Department of Art and Art History, this is Bethany").
Next I started sighing. This was in order to keep from crying. People in the office kept asking if I was okay. Some of the ladies even went so far as to say, "If you get teary, we understand." Blasted hormones!
As lunchtime neared, we each made our preparations to leave, planning where we'd like to spend our hour of freedom. Just before the first person left for lunch, however, it started hailing outside. Huge hail stones! Like just shy of a centimeter in diameter. We decided not to venture outside. It was kind of fun to watch the accumulation of white pebbles in the flowerbeds, however. Students kept walking in, drenched and frowning.
The afternoon continued like this, outside dark and gloomy, alternating between rain, lightening and hail, and the rest of us dealing with grumpy students and our grumpy selves.
When I left the building at 5:00 I was more exhausted than I've been in a long time (and that's saying a lot these days!). But, it was time to meet up with my lovely, frustrating, totally unorganized and wonderful Russian choir friends. I've never so violently wanted to call them and tell them I'm not coming. But, I had to go - this was the meeting to celebrate my birthday! And at 5:10 the nausea hit. Horrible, no good, very bad day!
Thankfully, by 6:00 I had myself pretty much put back together and was seated on the piano bench. By 7:00 the party was all set up and we joyfully gathered for sweets, juice, cards and flowers. We were also celebrating Itsaak's birthday. He is the "baby" of the choir (only in his 60s rather than 70s, 80s or 90s). He is also a really funny guy. He usually tells Liz or I he likes to sit by us because it helps him feel younger. Mini Milano cookies and Mint Brussels raised my spirits a bit. Thank God for cookies!
When I got home I fell immediately to sleep. My bed is my absolute favorite place these days. Plus, I was smart and wore earplugs. The cat was out all night. :)